Hey all or the few who read this.

It has been ages since I last updated this. To catch you all up (the few, very few that I don't see regularly and therefore don't know) I have been working. WORKING. ALOT!

I am still at the Advertiser (and I have no good reason why). I spend my days being watched with the rest of my department to check we are working and not just wasting their (various levels of boss's) time so as to get them in trouble for not doing their own work. I also get yelled at alot by customers as the system has not improved in the last year since it was installed and now we can no longer hide it.

I also recently (mid January) became a promo model. I feel I sold out but hey money is money when you need it and well it pays better than the Advertiser and I don't have the urge to kill everyone I meet and work with at the varying jobs.

I realise that it has been so long since I wrote on here that I would not have said it yet so to all. . Merry Christmas, to several (they know who they are, even if one is unlikely to read this as she hates my lack of grammer - I tried hard until this bit), Happy Birthday.

Oh and it was my birthday yesterday and thank you to all who remembered if I didn't say it then.

And as I will not really get to vent this to any one in person but still want it out there. I'm done, no more fence mending. I will not bother anymore as I will not get anything out of it. An epiphany was not needed, just an eye opening unacknowledgement from one so thats it.

Right as they want a cameo, Josh and Nathan have just turned up so I have to go now (actually only Nathan asked, Josh wanted that pointed out)

Lindsey