Ok so I have recently spent to much time by myself or I am not getting out enough. . . my brain is thinking weird and slightly scary things that worry me a lot. And no I have not and will not be talking to people about this, I will just avoid the issue until it goes away.

I have not been up to a great deal other than work which is very uninspiring currently, though that may change with the starting of Tea.

In terms of writing I am not happy with anything recently as it all seems some what incomplete and until I am at least 80% happy with it I will not post it. I have also gone back to an idea from several years ago but that is very much in development. The story would be very long and I usually have no patience for that kind of thing but this idea has been on my mind for a while so I feel it deserves some attention. What I am working on currently is the overall story, my problem is that while I know the major points of the story and a good number of the characters I am lacking the major ideas that will pull it together. I know what happens but I need a stronger reason for why they happen.

Aside from that am currently looking for a new creative output or really just a hobby. I need something that will keep me busy that I can concentrate on when I am bored. If there are any suggestions let me know.

Yaa that lana is coming next week.