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Tagging as a time waster

Sun Sep 30, 2007, 5:32 PM
  • Mood: Sunny Mood
  • Listening to: The living end, coldplay, cruel intentions1
  • Reading: Dragon Queens-Traci Harding
  • Watching: Buffy s5, Angel s2, tgyh s1, various movies
  • Playing: mind games . . with myself i think
  • Eating: really into donuts right now
  • Drinking: tea, out of hot chocolate mix
Tagged by taepanda
When you're tagged,

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post, 8 or more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave them a comment telling them they're tagged.


Fine 8 facts
1. I got my name on here cos i couldnt get what i wanted many times
2. I really can't think what to write on this
3. I am studing event design and management
4. I run fashion parades on the side
5. I like movies in general, but not war movies
6. I am tall 182cm i think thats it (5'11)
7. I like cloths, particular dresses and any excuse to either buy or wear one with heels to match
8. Right now i want donuts

thats it im done

and since the people i have tagged have already been tagged, hahahaha i'm not doing it

LM

That crazy world is all full of . .

Tue Sep 11, 2007, 4:50 PM
  • Mood: Sunny Mood
  • Listening to: The living end, coldplay, cruel intentions1
  • Reading: Dragon Queens-Traci Harding
  • Watching: Buffy s5, Angel s2, tgyh s1, various movies
  • Playing: mind games . . with myself i think
  • Eating: really into donuts right now
  • Drinking: tea, out of hot chocolate mix
Hey

It seemed the time to update this and therefore you all who read this, which i know is the few who i see on those rare occasions that we manage to coordinate a get together which usually ends in little sleep and much talk of the stuff which we all write on here anyway

so to the point

Work- annoying like most jobs, still entertaining but hey anything that has a new system put in that was meant to take 2 weeks and is like 6 months later and still not right gets kinda well annoying

Other work - busy lately, had several things, work for my lecturer, work for finesse and then the red cross as well. For finesse I did a ASMF parade, some of the biggest in Adelaide and got yelled at totally by a horrible lady from the industry (she drove me to tears which freaked out all the models cos they had never seen me like that ever cos usually im in complete control) anyway shes just like that a turns out I was right about what started it (I moved a tressal table, turns out had to be moved- I knew that) and she tried to say sorry but don’t think she says that a lot but whatever. I also did a red cross parade, the worst organisation of an event i have seen yet, not exactly fun but I got cash in hand. Im also getting out of the medieval fair, slowly but I wont have time for it cos im now doing the Rolls Royce Rally awards dinner next year in April which is part of my uni course cos it’ll count for a subject, think that covers the most interesting stuff on that subject

Outside that got an invite to the Myer spring/summer VIP parades, Cassie’s going with me and im using it as an excuse to buy an new outfit, Cassie helped when we went shopping yesterday and I just have to say I love going shopping with some one who likes the same kinds of shops and similar clothes that I do, she brought this beautiful white glitter clutch that I love, I got silver shoes and this fantastic yellow and white bag that kinda screams 60’s air hostess

Uni, well not much kinda mentioned before the new project. I also made a new friend, I cant spell his name cos it’ll read weird if I try, but I do remember it now. He reads the same kinds of books and likes writing stories and we have exchanged some of our stuff to read during class cos its really boring otherwise. The stuff I gave him is quite old though but Im getting inspired to write some more so ideas are being written again

Friends – subject that’s well difficult to cover, there maybe some people wondering what happened and want an update and even if you didn’t im gonna write it anyway so skip this paragraph if you don’t care. I hadn’t heard anything until a couple weeks ago so I reached out again (via sms) to ask to meet to talk and catch up for like lunch at their local bakery, skipped a lecture to make sure I would be around when I knew they were free and was told in very clear terms that we are different friends now and that I should know that (I really did cos of the talking we weren’t doing at that stage, good old me being a mind reader and all that) but if I wanted to see a movie then that might be ok but that taling wouldnt do anything, I send back and so did they and I left it with a if you change your mind ill still be there at this time and I went knowing full well that I would be disappointed but hoping and willing to be proved wrong and thought that it would be really hard to wait for someone that wasn’t going to turn up only to run into Ryan Moin (from high school for those who don’t remember, he was the big guy in all the school productions) and he talked to me while I waited and kept me company while I was disappointed and proved right that the other person has no intention of trying to work out anything etc wow didn’t that end up sounding bitchy, didn’t mean it to be but I was hurt a lot but that person and their lack of caring now hurts the most particularly as I expected it, I knew she’d do this but anyway I spend my free time catching up with various others, Cassie and Lisa mostly, occasionally Denes (there are others I need to catch up with again, Nathan I have a 4 hour break on Tuesday still at uni so if your around let me know 12-4pm and Josh hows well anything going?) and I feel more grounded now cos of it, I do worry that im coming between them and the other and I hope that neither of them feeling they have to take sides or any of that, it isn’t my place to cause problems with the other person's friendships, in fact I do worry that the other person hasn’t got someone in which they are confiding - some one who would have their best interests at heart but perhaps isn’t just family cos well we all need more in life that just them. Mean while other person has new job – best of luck I think it will do them the most good to get out and try something new and well meet more people, oh and hopw they have fun in Queensland, know that trip is coming up for them soon

So now that I have bared my soul some what and purged myself of much of what I needed to say just to get it out, I feel better

Let me know of anything up coming for me do, catch up with people etc

Linds

Time to move on

Fri Jul 20, 2007, 6:41 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Missy Higgins, oasis, the living end
  • Reading: ProvenGuilty-Butcher, HarryPotter7(out today)
  • Watching: Torchwood, Buffy s5, Angel s2, various movies
  • Eating: Alot in general, nothing right now
  • Drinking: Not that thristy
Hey all

Its been a hard time for me recently. I feel i had a hard time anyway and I've made mistakes and stuffed up some stuff and realised that other stuff has been stuffed up for a while which has made me feel cut off from alot and for me thats real bad cos i dont think i usually like that

Uni has been difficult as i had no interest in it for such a long time and am only now looking to get control of that area of my life

Work, well its work, I dont hate it, its boring and crap but still better than foodland and i know thats made me happier

Other work such as events has been quiet and thats made me edgy, it really does keep my sanity doing the extra that i really like but i have a lot coming up and hey some is really good like im now publicity and promotions for the Gumeracha Medievil fair and thats on top of the other stuff like the finesse and working for my lecturer

Family has been fine, was busy for a while with my brother as he turned 21 and had a big thing in the city and that was fun, also made for well bonding with the family again, made me realise they are there again

Friends is where the moving on thing comes in, I'm feeling well hurt, angry and upset at the actions of a person that i thought i was very close to and thats lead me to question myself and the world and its lead to the conclusion that it maybe time to call it quits, thats something very hard for me to say but i feel that the change may be necessary, this is not something that i have considered lightly and its also mostly why i feel i have stuffed up so much but its more that this has stuffed up everything else and if i leave it maybe it can get better, i can get better. This may all not happen, it may be resolved but with some effort to put right from the other person , as i feel i have put in my time and its their turn to prove that this is a friendship which will last and not just a convenience - this all leads me to think of a quote from a movie about how love it for someone's details, friendship is the same, knowing the details and i dont think they know my details any more

Now maybe many wont read this and to those of you that do that last part you may not understand but maybe someone else will and read into it what needs to be read

thats all for now

Linds

Bloody shakey

Tue May 29, 2007, 4:28 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Little Birdy, the Fray and the radio
  • Reading: Starting another Jim butcher book
  • Watching: The nanny, Torchwood, Roswell and buffy s2
  • Eating: not hungry
  • Drinking: Water, currently off coffee again
Time again to do this, though i think its recent events that have lead to actually do this

Ok to catch everyone up - mostly uni and work and nothing much changes there so on to the interesting stuff

First and i hope i get to tell everyine this surprise and its big enough to warrent its own line

LISA'S BACK - yep as of last wednesday she was in the country and she turned up at my place Friday without telling me she was back it was like hey and then whoa and yaaa and then like she had never been away but that she was a little different and with the interesting stories and its good to have her back

Other big news

STEGGEY is probably DEAD - had car problems and pulled off the road with hazard lights during hail ( those problems im told are likely the clutch) then a guy on the other side of the road lost control and hit the back of my car ( while i was stopped so not my fault - i was off the road and everything) so all in all my car will probably be written off as its not worth much now but thats ok cos last week my parents told me there were using part of th inhertiance money from my Dad's step mother who passed away in november last year to buying my sister's car off her cos she doesnt like it cos its a manual and they were going to give it to me in a couple weeks when we had a few things fixed on it and i was going to get a few thing fixed on steggey as well but well now there probably no point as the car will likely be written off

I saw pirates alreay to and its good not as good as the first but what sequel is really its still worth seeing a couple times

and well with my interesting news covered

Bye

Linds

Purple clouds and watery eyes

Tue Mar 20, 2007, 8:39 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Lily Allen,little Birdy and the radio
  • Reading: Uni, i imagine its what mud would read like
  • Watching: Various movies, Gilmore Girls, Dead like me
  • Playing: ?
  • Eating: im craving donuts - go figure
  • Drinking: currently coke but wanted lemonade
That is what is in my head currently

Its been awhile, well actually its been like 3 months so I figured it was about time for this again

Lets see to catch up

Work - At the new job which is not so new to me now cos ive been here well slightly longer that when i wrote this last which means i would have mentioned it, but its fine anyway. Easy to do, kinda annoying currently as there is a new computer system which well it was the uncrashable system in Melbourne, Sydney and Brisbane and we crashed it 11 times the first week and well i think its now up to like 20 something (its been a month) so they ( the people who thought this was a great idea, the almightly bosses of the bigger company that owns where i work) finally said well thats a big problem, well send our national IT team for however long it takes, they can do anything until its fixed and that will make everything ok ( they forgot with the festivals, games and stuff happening in Adelaide that there is no accomadation free for lengths of time so this team shipped from Brisbane is having to fly back every couple days - wow to the smartness of the guy that thought that out)


Uni - Im back its as painful as i knew it would be. Im repeating a subject, they reworked the degree and now the first term of 1 subject i did last year (same assignment with a different example so Im gonna cut and paste for the last time, got good marks then so Ill be fine)

Other work - meaning parades cos thats the only repeat work i tend to get. Lets see theres the Adelaide cup - tiring and long, drunk people everywhere and i met the wife of Delta Goodrem's makeup artist ( we have dinner together), shes a stylist and was just great to talk to. Thats also when i met this guy named Filip, who is also a styist and some C-grade celeb in Adelaide but he was funny and we spent the day pointing fun at everyone and thing which carried into the next parade which was Marion VIP night which was also long with the added bonus of working with both Brigette ( Who is difficult at best but at least understands my capabilities and so do her models who treat me with a little respect) and Tanya Powell (who is nicer and i like her more but whos models were rude and unhelpful and who really couldnt walk that well which in the industry is quite an insult but is also the truth), thankfully all is over now and nothing lined up for immediate future.

Other - my car was having problems, turns out its the alternator. Borrowed my sister's car while mine was fixed and was told it would cost about $300 at most, picked up the car and got the bill yestoday - its twice that and i still have rego, insurance and my brakes need doing (when did my car get so expensive?)

Wow sadly i think thats it, Im not feeling particularly anything right now, Im tired and what i really want is time away from the people in my life - family, friends, its not that dont want them its that i feel i need space at this time and well im needing to work though some stuff - must be that time of year when i get the deep thoughts of my life aims and where im going and what i really want - basically i just want to space out for a couple days and then return to reality with everything feeling ok, maybe not so much the same but when i accept some things or change some things and my internal view is usually altered slightly so that i see things i little differently but not enough that everyone notices

With that

LM

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