- Mood:
Sunny Mood - Listening to: The living end, coldplay, cruel intentions1
- Reading: Dragon Queens-Traci Harding
- Watching: Buffy s5, Angel s2, tgyh s1, various movies
- Playing: mind games . . with myself i think
- Eating: really into donuts right now
- Drinking: tea, out of hot chocolate mix
Hey
It seemed the time to update this and therefore you all who read this, which i know is the few who i see on those rare occasions that we manage to coordinate a get together which usually ends in little sleep and much talk of the stuff which we all write on here anyway
so to the point
Work- annoying like most jobs, still entertaining but hey anything that has a new system put in that was meant to take 2 weeks and is like 6 months later and still not right gets kinda well annoying
Other work - busy lately, had several things, work for my lecturer, work for finesse and then the red cross as well. For finesse I did a ASMF parade, some of the biggest in Adelaide and got yelled at totally by a horrible lady from the industry (she drove me to tears which freaked out all the models cos they had never seen me like that ever cos usually im in complete control) anyway shes just like that a turns out I was right about what started it (I moved a tressal table, turns out had to be moved- I knew that) and she tried to say sorry but dont think she says that a lot but whatever. I also did a red cross parade, the worst organisation of an event i have seen yet, not exactly fun but I got cash in hand. Im also getting out of the medieval fair, slowly but I wont have time for it cos im now doing the Rolls Royce Rally awards dinner next year in April which is part of my uni course cos itll count for a subject, think that covers the most interesting stuff on that subject
Outside that got an invite to the Myer spring/summer VIP parades, Cassies going with me and im using it as an excuse to buy an new outfit, Cassie helped when we went shopping yesterday and I just have to say I love going shopping with some one who likes the same kinds of shops and similar clothes that I do, she brought this beautiful white glitter clutch that I love, I got silver shoes and this fantastic yellow and white bag that kinda screams 60s air hostess
Uni, well not much kinda mentioned before the new project. I also made a new friend, I cant spell his name cos itll read weird if I try, but I do remember it now. He reads the same kinds of books and likes writing stories and we have exchanged some of our stuff to read during class cos its really boring otherwise. The stuff I gave him is quite old though but Im getting inspired to write some more so ideas are being written again
Friends subject thats well difficult to cover, there maybe some people wondering what happened and want an update and even if you didnt im gonna write it anyway so skip this paragraph if you dont care. I hadnt heard anything until a couple weeks ago so I reached out again (via sms) to ask to meet to talk and catch up for like lunch at their local bakery, skipped a lecture to make sure I would be around when I knew they were free and was told in very clear terms that we are different friends now and that I should know that (I really did cos of the talking we werent doing at that stage, good old me being a mind reader and all that) but if I wanted to see a movie then that might be ok but that taling wouldnt do anything, I send back and so did they and I left it with a if you change your mind ill still be there at this time and I went knowing full well that I would be disappointed but hoping and willing to be proved wrong and thought that it would be really hard to wait for someone that wasnt going to turn up only to run into Ryan Moin (from high school for those who dont remember, he was the big guy in all the school productions) and he talked to me while I waited and kept me company while I was disappointed and proved right that the other person has no intention of trying to work out anything etc wow didnt that end up sounding bitchy, didnt mean it to be but I was hurt a lot but that person and their lack of caring now hurts the most particularly as I expected it, I knew shed do this but anyway I spend my free time catching up with various others, Cassie and Lisa mostly, occasionally Denes (there are others I need to catch up with again, Nathan I have a 4 hour break on Tuesday still at uni so if your around let me know 12-4pm and Josh hows well anything going?) and I feel more grounded now cos of it, I do worry that im coming between them and the other and I hope that neither of them feeling they have to take sides or any of that, it isnt my place to cause problems with the other person's friendships, in fact I do worry that the other person hasnt got someone in which they are confiding - some one who would have their best interests at heart but perhaps isnt just family cos well we all need more in life that just them. Mean while other person has new job best of luck I think it will do them the most good to get out and try something new and well meet more people, oh and hopw they have fun in Queensland, know that trip is coming up for them soon
So now that I have bared my soul some what and purged myself of much of what I needed to say just to get it out, I feel better
Let me know of anything up coming for me do, catch up with people etc
Linds